Spring is all about light, warmth, renewal and rebirth.
Yet as awesome as Spring is, we need never forget where it was birthed from...the cold, dead, dark winter!
Which is why I posted the above picture…to remind myself where I have come from.
The woman above doesn’t even resonate to me anymore, but she was me. In fact, most of my life I was that woman. I was sad, unhappy, overweight and exhausted.
A lifelong eating disorder, body shame, 6 miscarriages, 5 years of fertility meds, and back to back babies at 42 and 43…. I was worn out.
My children were the only thing that brought a smile to my face, because against all odds I created them! I defied the odds, but I was worn out…mentally, psychically and emotionally.
I bought wholeheartedly into the belief that after 40 life ends and this was “just how it is.” I believed that my best looks, best work, best health and best years were behind me.
In other words, I gave up!
Thank goodness, I awoke one day and said ENOUGH! I wanted a rebirth! I wanted renewal. I wanted to reclaim my Spring!
I wasn’t ready to hang up my body, my health or my sexy! Where does it say there is an age limit to feeling GREAT?
Great doesn’t expire…. EVER!
I had defied the odds of getting pregnant because I refused to give up and I refused to believe what many told me…that it wasn’t possible! They told me I was too old and infertile.
I refused to believe what the doctors and “experts" told me.. that it wasn’t possible! Ever the rebel, I decided that only I would determine what was possible for me! I never gave up and I got pregnant!
Exhausted and defeated, I took that rebel spirit and turned it within. Once again, I would decide what was possible for ME. Deep within I summoned up the courage to admit I wanted more out of life. I wanted to be the best possible ME!
So, in 2015, I began a journey of diving deep into self -healing and forgiveness. I did many things to heal my mind, body, soul. Many of you have witnessed my transformation. I thank you for the support. What started as a passion to heal myself, has now evolved into my passion to help others do the same.
I am excited about the next evolution of my work as a healer…sharing what I have learned with you in groups, meditations, retreats and workshops. I am committed that NO ONE be left behind in hopelessness.
I have many ideas, but I also want to hear yours.
What do you all want? What is the one thing you want to heal, learn or participate in? Let me know and I will create it!